|turn, smile, shift, repeat
||[Apr. 26th, 2008|12:32 am]
things have to start looking up right?
it's like one bad thing after another..after another
i kinda just want a break. some good luck. something
to be genuinely happy for about a substantial period
of time about.and little things totally make me happy
like an unexpected phone call before bed, and the sunny
weather..so i have hope its just these nights when im alone
that kill me. but summer soon. SOON. im so beyond excited
to make music with matt and dan. i think i need more music
and dance and performing in my life agian., i need a break
from ROUTINE. wake up, train, shitty class, train, sit at
home. repeat. DUMB DUMB DUMB!
note to self: be a better judge of character.
i'm too trusting and quick to become friends with someone, which
often leads to drama and/or getting hurt.
(kim, mallori, ally, liz)
STOP BEING FRIENDS WITH CRAZIES.
i HATE complaining to my friends, and on here..
and being a downer..that's not me
things are going to
start getting better.
now if only i believed that.